Be thankful

We as a human, we are greedy, selfish, ego and self centered. We are not born that way. But as we get older, we possessed all this negative attributes. People are so busy working so hard to impress people they don't even like. As for me, i don't like competition with others. Whatever i did, i did it for myself and not because i want to compete with others. To me, if you always aim that you wanna be on top of everything, you will never satisfy because there will always be someone who are way better than you. When you are not satisfy with your life, you wont be thankful to god with the life that you got and you started take things for granted. 

To be humble, to be thankful and bless, instead of comparing your life with someone higher than us, why don't we try to compare our life with the one that unfortunate. By doing that, we will know that our life is not bad and thousand of peoples will do anything to be in our shoes because we are actually lucky. 

As for me, honestly there are times when i compared my life with someone who are better than me. Different people have different kind of thinking. For some, they will take that as a motivation to do better which is good. But for me, that is the thing that will make me depress and i will start to question about things. So i decided to stop comparing my life with these people because i know that there will always be other people that are better than me. Better in terms of job, family, friends, lifestyle beauty and the list goes on. When i started to think about the unfortunate people in my surrounding, it somehow make me realize that how lucky i am to be where i am and what i am now. Of course, after this there will be time when i will feel depress again but that is just life. At one time, you are optimist and the next thing you know, you are as pessimist as you can be. 

To be happy is actually simple. You gotta be happy with the smallest things. Don't take everything easy. Get excited about everything. The moment you wake up every morning, celebrate it. Every time you accomplished the smallest things, celebrate it. Keep celebrating your life and make it worth loving. I am sure you guys wanna look back after 20 years from now, you don't wanna feel any regret. As goody goody as it sounds, sometimes the simplest things makes me happy. Because i don't know what is gonna happen next in the future so as long as i can be happy now, i will. 

My life is not that perfect now. This is the phase that i have to be stronger than ever to continue living. So when i am happy, i am all out because who knows if the next hour, something bad might happen. Competing with others is just not my thing. Everything that i do, it is for me. Not for anyone else. Competition will destroy me. I know that it will harm me more so i'd rather do things because i wanted to and not because i wanna be higher than others. Life is so much simpler that way. 

P/s: I am not uptight and tense. I can be too relax sometimes ;)