In life, we wasted so much of our time wanting to be someone we are not, wanting the things that we didn't have, complaining how bad our life is, complaining how we are unlucky. As for me, i wasted years of my life thinking about that. I regret every seconds that i have wasted thinking too much about it and it leads me nowhere but frustration. When i expect too much from life, too much out of something and when it didn't turn out the way i want it to be, that's when i know there's goes my time for nothing.
It took long time for me to realize that to be happy is not by having everything but make the best out of everything that i have and be thankful. Why we want to live in our own prison and wanting so bad to trade life with others? Thousand of people wish that they are you. Years ago, i have a problem with myself and i can't help but wish that i can trade my life with someone i know that they have a better life. And then it hit me. How the hell did i know that her life is that perfect? She chose to show the world her happiness but that doesn't mean her life is perfect. I don't know what is really going on with her life. Maybe if i trade myself with her, maybe i will regret after knowing about her true life.
I don't want to be my own enemy. I know that if i keep wanting the things that i can't have, im afraid that it will destroy me and the next thing i know, i am 40 already! Sometimes we are too focus on competing with others until we have no time to appreciate the things that we got. I know that my life is not that bad. I know that there will always other girls out there that possess anything much better than me but if i keep wanting to compete with them, when will it ever end?
It's not that i don't have dreams anymore. I do have of course but i know my limits. Yes, people said that the sky is the limit but i know that i should know where i stand and who i am. The things i already have in my life right now, this things can make me happy if i know how to appreciate it. I complained way too much to my friends about my life but they kept telling me that i am lucky to have what im having now. At first, it's hard for me to believe them but when i think about it again, my life is not that bad. I mean, of course there's ups and downs. Everyone experienced that but im tired wanting something and envying others who are doing better than me or anyone that is prettier than me but until when? There will always be another girl that is way prettier than me.
I wanna set my mind free. Free from all this negativity and comparing my life with others. It will never end. I am appreciating everything that i have now. Even the smallest things. It is amazing how your life can turn to be much better when you know how to be happy with your life. Even when your eyes are holding your tears although your lips still smiling, that is not kidding yourself. That is not pretending to be happy. That is being strong and it is wise for a girl to be strong no matter how her life is upside down.
I may not have the prettiest face, i may not have the best body figure, i may not have a fortune in my bank, i may not have the hottest pieces in my closet, but despite all of this, if i can still manage to smile, i am proud of myself.
I have me.
More than enough.
It took long time for me to realize that to be happy is not by having everything but make the best out of everything that i have and be thankful. Why we want to live in our own prison and wanting so bad to trade life with others? Thousand of people wish that they are you. Years ago, i have a problem with myself and i can't help but wish that i can trade my life with someone i know that they have a better life. And then it hit me. How the hell did i know that her life is that perfect? She chose to show the world her happiness but that doesn't mean her life is perfect. I don't know what is really going on with her life. Maybe if i trade myself with her, maybe i will regret after knowing about her true life.
I don't want to be my own enemy. I know that if i keep wanting the things that i can't have, im afraid that it will destroy me and the next thing i know, i am 40 already! Sometimes we are too focus on competing with others until we have no time to appreciate the things that we got. I know that my life is not that bad. I know that there will always other girls out there that possess anything much better than me but if i keep wanting to compete with them, when will it ever end?
It's not that i don't have dreams anymore. I do have of course but i know my limits. Yes, people said that the sky is the limit but i know that i should know where i stand and who i am. The things i already have in my life right now, this things can make me happy if i know how to appreciate it. I complained way too much to my friends about my life but they kept telling me that i am lucky to have what im having now. At first, it's hard for me to believe them but when i think about it again, my life is not that bad. I mean, of course there's ups and downs. Everyone experienced that but im tired wanting something and envying others who are doing better than me or anyone that is prettier than me but until when? There will always be another girl that is way prettier than me.
I wanna set my mind free. Free from all this negativity and comparing my life with others. It will never end. I am appreciating everything that i have now. Even the smallest things. It is amazing how your life can turn to be much better when you know how to be happy with your life. Even when your eyes are holding your tears although your lips still smiling, that is not kidding yourself. That is not pretending to be happy. That is being strong and it is wise for a girl to be strong no matter how her life is upside down.
I may not have the prettiest face, i may not have the best body figure, i may not have a fortune in my bank, i may not have the hottest pieces in my closet, but despite all of this, if i can still manage to smile, i am proud of myself.
I have me.
More than enough.
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