Clearly stated that i wanna do what makes me happy. It may sounds pathetic to others but as long as i didn't give any harm to people or damaging myself, i think that will be okay. Im so done pleasing and kissing people's ass so that they will like me. Even if they like me, that's so not me as a person, you know what i mean? I might end up being someone else and they like me not for who i am and i don't think that is right.
It takes years for me to get out from the nutshell and i have never been happier. Im not hiding of who i am anymore. I blogged, tweets, Tumblring as part of expressing myself. But for some people they might get it wrong. Some of the pictures on my Tumblr are just pictures that i like and some of them has meaning to me but that part is for me to keep it to myself. Im not gonna spill all the dirt to you but its for me to look back in 10 years time maybe?
I remember few years ago, i had a hard time. I was being so hard on myself and i didn't like it. Later, i know that i need to have any kind of distraction whenever im feeling down. I can easily get intimidated by others but as i grew older, i mean more mature, i know that no one is perfect. Each of us, hide at least one scar that you don't want to look at it anymore. But there's a quote that says "Scars means that you survive." Hell yeah i survived.
When i recall back what has happened in my life, somehow i cant stop thinking how the hell i survived that. Well, those scars are still with me but i know that's the thing that keeps me stronger. That's what makes me keep on going cuz i know that i have been too far to give up now.
Right now in my life, all i wanna do is to make myself happy. Even if i have to laugh at some stupid jokes that my friends did. Surprisingly, after that, i feel better. So, if purchasing lots of dvds will make me happy, so be it. If Tumblring everyday makes me calm and peace at heart, let it be. Well, to me that is way better than letting your mind wandering at night. People said that you can be your worst enemy especially when you talk to yourself in the middle of the night. You should just go to sleep already.
I love this feeling and i don't know how to describe it in words. Right now, i don't give a shit of what people will think of me. At times like this, my happiness is what matter the most and not them. They can think whatever they want. Feel free to judge because when i remain silent, i know they feel stupid and that's how i deal with haters. Classy!
Hugs and kisses to everyone in my life. I love each and everyone of you.
God bless!
Muaxxx.
It takes years for me to get out from the nutshell and i have never been happier. Im not hiding of who i am anymore. I blogged, tweets, Tumblring as part of expressing myself. But for some people they might get it wrong. Some of the pictures on my Tumblr are just pictures that i like and some of them has meaning to me but that part is for me to keep it to myself. Im not gonna spill all the dirt to you but its for me to look back in 10 years time maybe?
I remember few years ago, i had a hard time. I was being so hard on myself and i didn't like it. Later, i know that i need to have any kind of distraction whenever im feeling down. I can easily get intimidated by others but as i grew older, i mean more mature, i know that no one is perfect. Each of us, hide at least one scar that you don't want to look at it anymore. But there's a quote that says "Scars means that you survive." Hell yeah i survived.
When i recall back what has happened in my life, somehow i cant stop thinking how the hell i survived that. Well, those scars are still with me but i know that's the thing that keeps me stronger. That's what makes me keep on going cuz i know that i have been too far to give up now.
Right now in my life, all i wanna do is to make myself happy. Even if i have to laugh at some stupid jokes that my friends did. Surprisingly, after that, i feel better. So, if purchasing lots of dvds will make me happy, so be it. If Tumblring everyday makes me calm and peace at heart, let it be. Well, to me that is way better than letting your mind wandering at night. People said that you can be your worst enemy especially when you talk to yourself in the middle of the night. You should just go to sleep already.
I love this feeling and i don't know how to describe it in words. Right now, i don't give a shit of what people will think of me. At times like this, my happiness is what matter the most and not them. They can think whatever they want. Feel free to judge because when i remain silent, i know they feel stupid and that's how i deal with haters. Classy!
Hugs and kisses to everyone in my life. I love each and everyone of you.
God bless!
Muaxxx.
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