We all are a sinner. We all make mistakes and we're not perfect. At this point of my life, i have become the person i swear i dont wanna be before. But people changed and i guess its a part of a learning process. Its some kind of a phase that we have to go through year by year. If we realized that we have made a mistakes and we have the determination and intention to change to be better, we should know that we are lucky. For some, they totally damaging themselves until they dont know that what they do is wrong so i feel like, if we know what we did is totally wrong and we wanna change, well that is a good sign.
The problem with a sinner is that, they feel like there is no turning back for them. They feel like once a sinner, always a sinner and they keep doing all the sins and have no intention at all to change. As for me, i always believe that people can change. It depends on how strong you are. Even a saint also have their own story. We all have our own story and that story will either make us better or worse. At this point of me life, i know all the mistakes that i have done and im trying really hard to change and always pray that god will help me. I just want to be the best person i can be and i dont wanna live in regrets. That is just like the worse curse for your entire life.
I used to think that i am doomed. Unfixable. But no. I have wasted so many years punishing myself and now in a few days left, i will be 25 years old and i asked myself, what have i done all this years? One thing for sure, i punished myself a lot and i've been so hard on myself. I gotta chill and just go with the flow. Im done regretting because i know nothing goods will come out of that. Right now, im living the moment. Not the future, not the past. Its today.
P/s: Listening to Pumped Up Kicks by Foster The People make me feel like its not the end of the world. Lets dance like crazy.
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