Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Cute thing known as Crush.



Love started with a feeling that its hard for human to describe. But of course, before we love someone, we will have a crush on him first. Just a glimpse of that person will make our day. Even the smallest things that he did to us will make us smiling to ourselves like a silly girl.

I know how that feels. It gave us reason to wake up in the morning. Everything seems so beautiful. When we see him, our heart beats so fast with excitement. The butterflies flying wild in the stomach. Feel like we want to do some stupid dance move just because we are so happy to see our crush in front of us. We will laugh to their jokes although its not that funny. The fact that he's in front of you make us so happy and you feel like smiling all the way.

The starting of a love story, or should i say crush story is the best part. Its like we're in the movie and we are the main character that people watch. Everything seems so pretty. When he's there with us, we started to get nervous. How do i look? Do i look good in this outfit? Is my make up okay? is there anything on my teeth? how should i react? what should i say? do i look nervous? what he will think of me? am i pretty enough? will he like me? Thousand more questions will hit us when we saw our crush. Its hard to describe that feeling but every girl surely have experience it at least once.

Whenever we listened to any cute love song, we start thinking about our crush. How we wish he's there with us. How much we miss him. How bad you want him to tell you that he likes you too. The best part of liking and falling for someone is if they feel the same way too. Aaahhhhhh, that feeling is beyond words. The things that you cant describe with words is that feeling. No one will understand it but ourselves.

Today, one of my colleague confessed that she like someone in the office. But i know that already long time ago. I can detect if someone got crush towards someone else especially a girl. Maybe because i am a girl and i have been in that situation before so i can easily know. Their story is pretty cute! I always love to hear the start of a love story. All the cute things they did together.

You just scored sista! No wonder she always listened to Crush by Mandy Moore. That explained enough i guess. Im sure she cant wait to get up in the morning and to see him again. Enjoy!

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Never ending hope


It always hit me especially in the middle of the night. I thought, wow i am a strong girl despite everything. Yea once in a while i have a breakdown. Well, im not perfect. The things that keeps me going is that i still believe in hope and faith. Im still waiting whats there for me in the future and i know that it will be so damn good. So i continue my steps day by day.


Sometimes i feel like i dont want to expect or hope anything. I know myself better than anyone else and i know that if things are not going my way, the way i want it to be, im devastated. It will definitely brake my heart if it comes crashing down. But life without any hopes and dream will be so meaningless. If you have no dreams at all, you have no motivation at all and whats the point in that? There must be something that keep us going.

For me, i have my own reason. Even when my life is not that great, there are some little things that i appreciate and part of me still have a dream that i really hope will comes to reality.

I even have a soundtrack for my dreams. How about you?